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So over the past several years I’ve had ups and downs. I’ve made good choices, and I’ve made bad choices. I’ve made friends, I’ve made enemies. I have done good things for people I care about, and I have hurt others. I’ve made mistakes. I try to live with as few regrets as possible, and over the last few month or years so I can honestly say I have no real regrets. Going past that however, sure… I would probably change a great deal. I want to express to any of you reading this that sometimes the best choices you could ever make, are the hardest ones. I’ve been able to become a stronger, smarter, more focused and driven person than I’ve ever been. I strongly urge all of you to focus on yourself first, and to not look to fill holes in your life, but be open to people willing to fill them on their own. The right people will enter your life when you least suspect. This goes for the best friend you need, the girl/boy you want so desperately to be your other half, the job that you love, and so much more.I can’t say that I’ve always done good things, but I’ve always had good intentions I’d like to think. Even if for the wrong reasons. But you know what, people learn from their mistakes. At least I have tried to. And at 19. I’m still learning. It’s very hard for me to stay positive and focused when people I care about and want to keep in my life, are introduced to my past mistakes and instead of recognizing changes in my life for the better, only can remain focused on the bad.
That being said, life can be a bitch. It can get you down and do its best to keep you there. You just can’t let it. Whatever happens, is ultimately out of your control. You can only focus on yourself and your actions. You can’t make someone see what you see, or feel what you feel. It’s all relative. So I’m going to just try to continue to grow up, and if I have ever hurt you or wronged you or given you a wrong impression of myself for any reason, I sincerely apologize. I would give almost anything to let the world see my heart. I realize that is extremely dangerous and almost careless in this day and age. But I’m blessed to have the people in my life who KNOW me and KNOW what I’ve done both good and bad, and took the time to see my heart through it all and love me and care about me no matter what. We all have those people in our lives, so let them in, and cherish them.
I hope you all have a wonderful day, and no matter your circumstance right now… Remember that it is never too late to start fresh and focus on what truly matters in this world. Do what you can to be the best you can, the rest will fall into place even when it feels hopeless. (Now time to take my own advice)
